This morning I sit in the quiet of my dining room, my breakfast half-eaten on the table, indulging in this pleasure I have of writing my thoughts (and sharing them with you :) ) My grandmother clocks tick-tocks, the coffee machine hums and rests waiting for me to steam the milk and pull the levers. It is very quiet. I am in solitude.
The pale grey light of early morning invites me into my thoughts. You see usually Marc is here and we greet each dawn in quiet conversation before getting up and into the day. Marc is not here. This time he has gone for 12 days, today being day 8, to a place where I can not call or skype or email him. Of course I still write, but in the distance that separates us and in this solitude and stillness, he is ever present. I think about our life and about life. My life with Marc has taught me so much and allowed me to grow. I am still learning and I see many adventures just waiting for me and for us. I have this constant feeling that changes are coming, good changes, and when they do my life will never be the same.
I feel that I am learning to soar. After all even songbird fly...
Namaste!
Bianca
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Bianca Pittoors & Marc Langis are Bianca Basso. Creators of original music with a vintage flavor, they are distinctive in their contemporary style. Album out spring 2014.