“I used to be indecisive but now I am not quite sure.” ― Tommy Cooper
I have been in the weirdest place all day. I don't know what I want. I don't know if I want. So I turn around in circles of nothingness. Maybe I should just be good with that...
Earlier today I did not feel like going anywhere. It is cold where I am and I feel like a momma bear crawling into her cave. Let the storm rage 
outside. I won't hear it. But the day passes and a few must-dos come along. I don't know what kind of glue someone left on my dining room chair that I seem to be "one" with it without the satisfaction of that Zen-like bliss one expects from oneness. But there. Will I go out for a walk? Will I make it out of this room? Still a mystery at this point. Part of me wishes I was in Las Vegas for New Years, or with my kids. But I do have a bottle of bubbly and some interesting appetizers in my fridge so I am set to go, or stay, as the case may be.
I think after the incredibly action packed schedule I have had this year it is my system powering down to get ready for 2014. After all we have a beautiful new baby (CD that is!) on its way. Plus I have this wonderful feeling that I should just enjoy where I am at because things might just get real busy real soon.
Whatever you decide to do tonight, I wish you the courage to follow your dreams and live your life to the fullest in this year and every year.
Namaste!
Bianca
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Bianca Pittoors & Marc Langis are Bianca Basso. Creators of original music with a vintage flavor, they are distinctive in their contemporary style.