Observing, analyzing and justifying. Again.

“We humans are conflicted beings. Our beliefs don't always harmonize with our instincts, and our behavior doesn't always reflect our beliefs. ... We wage war between the person we are and the person we hope to become.”
― Brandon Mull

I am that today. Conflicted. I am feeling a reaction I don’t like and I don’t understand. A part of me is observing, analyzing, looking at justifying what I am feeling. How did that old me creep in again?

Lately, like is habitual for me, I am studying. I read. I ponder. I discuss. I try to learn and evolve. In those times it is always interesting to observe that it is inevitable that part of my old self, or maybe just old patterns and reactions try to reassert themselves. Like a redundant employee trying to make themselves useful, but not.

I am feeling the inner struggle. Let’s hope the person I hope to become wins out.

Namaste!

Bianca

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